James Van Der Beek Opens Up About Fatherhood Struggles Amid Cancer Battle

James Van Der Beek's Emotional Tribute to His Son

James Van Der Beek is baring his soul in a deeply personal Instagram post. On October 10, the actor marked his son Jeremiah's 4th birthday with an emotional tribute, reflecting on his parenting journey amid his battle with cancer. James, known for his role in "Dawson's Creek," shared a series of adorable photos of Jeremiah, capturing tender moments between father and son.

“4 years old today. After 2 late-term losses, we thought we were done. Thank God you knew better,” James expressed in his heartfelt post.

A Father’s Heartfelt Apology

In his emotional message, James praised Jeremiah's vibrant personality while expressing regret over not always being the father he aspired to be. He acknowledged the challenges posed by his health struggles, which sometimes left him too weak to fully engage with his son. Despite these challenges, James feels immense gratitude for Jeremiah's presence in his life, noting the joy and love his son brings.

“I’m sorry there have been spells where I couldn’t be the father I would want to be for you… but know that watching you reveal yourself to us has been one of the greatest joys of my life,” James candidly shared.

Support from Family and Friends

James concluded his touching post with a promise of unconditional love for his "big little boy," expressing how every hug from Jeremiah makes everything feel right. His emotional post resonated with fans and friends alike, including his "Dawson's Creek" co-star Katie Holmes, who commented, "Sooooooo sweet!!!!!!!"

The actor's journey with cancer has been shared with his family, including wife Kimberly and their five other children. James announced his stage III colorectal cancer diagnosis in November 2024, expressing gratitude for his family's support during this challenging time. He reflected on the impact of his diagnosis on his children, noting their unwavering support and love.

“My kids have been so supportive and so loving and so tender,” James said, acknowledging the bittersweet nature of their maturity in the face of his health battle.